The Kids are coming!!!!!

As I sit here I just can't stop thinking that in a few short weeks my home is going to be drastically changed forever. Ana and I have had plenty of time to get ready but I don’t think you will ever be fully ready for the changes that come with adoption. It is overwhelming at times to think that in spite of all my failures God he chosen to use me to bless the lives of three children. My hope and prayer is that I would be able to always show the love of Christ to them and lead them into a saving relationship with our Lord Almighty.

This time of preparation has really given me a fresh look at what the Apostle Paul had to say about adoption. In Romans 8:14-45 Paul says that all who are lead by the Spirit are sons of God by which we cry out “Abba! Father!”. As I look to the kids I realize that it is going to take sometime before the call me “Dad” or “Daddy” and that I am going to have to love on them so that they feel the love and close enough to acknowledge me as their father. It will have to be a choice on their part to allow that love to penetrate their hearts.

This has caused me to question my own relationship with our adoptive father in heaven. Am I choosing to let him love on me and draw me close or am I keeping my distance. My adoptive kids will have the choice to call me “Daddy” or “Tony” and just like them I can chose to cry out “Abba! Father!” or “God”. I am realizing that for me sometimes this is a daily choice.

This is just one of the many thoughts bouncing around in my head as I get ready for the kids to come so thanks for listening.